solitude

Being urself ,lonely,isolated that is what i define solitude,perhaps this would sound amiss to many bloggers and blog viewers."SOLITUDE " its extremly difficult and profound topic to explain . anyway, its something which has to be experienced rather explain and understand what it exaclty means.


Sitting alone,only you and the pleasant ambience,you are looking at the sky,the birds flying,trees swinging to and fro along with the wind, feeling the breeze,thinking about the times you have felt extremly elated and overwhelmed, these thoughts gives you a feeling to go back and experience such wondeful moments of your life over and over again.
Some of us express solitude to be something very unpleasant and which would perhaps make us feel low and disgusted, wel probably if you see the positive side of solitude you would feel its something very interesting and nice.

I love to be myself, go out for a long drive in the car ,just me,the car,along with a pleasant music playing in the background i feel ecstatic . In solitude, i just keep my mind engaged in thinking the happy moments of my life till date.These moments include the time i have spent with my dear friends, the time when my friends have helped me , when i have helped someone, i have seen someone extremly happy , when the first time i happen to do something which i dreamt of, when my fantasies have come true, many many moments to pen down.

At times,Solitude is an abettor. It sometimes gives you ideas which would perhaps make you do something which you shouldn't be doing.
Also,it sometimes makes you think about the time when you have felt low and depressed.
There are times when i have thought about the time when i have felt low,depressed, disgusted,that is really bad. Sometimes when in solitude tears just come out from my eyes,i do realise many a times why this is happening but, sometimes tears flow all of a sudden. Even i find it difficult to figure out what is actually wrong, i know this is ridiculous.

Experiencing solitude once in a while is interesting and nice .Its nice to be by yourself, think about what you like and feel whatever you want to. That is what i mean by SOLITUDE.